not doing a damn thing that i should! and really angry about it! but still not doing it!
i’m the best at being a person!
every argument with the young Niece:
I say no to something she wants.
She says I treat her like shit.
I say something mean.
She says something mean.
I shut myself in my room and feel bad.
She does whatever she wants.
… why does she bother asking me anything, anyway.
out of all the easier-said-than-dones
this is the most.
breathe like a brand new water pump
in a aquarium full of fish
who are happy that you exist.
close your eyes.
repeat after me:
“my body is a thing
that is doing good things”.
believe it, even when the edges edge out
and your body is a sentence
not eloquently stated
but getting its job done.